So Much.

The past month has felt like a lifetime.  Well, maybe not quite, but almost.  So much has happened.  So many things are happening.

A couple left our Italy team.  We haven't seen our small group in a month.  COP starts tomorrow.  Christmas with Josh's family.  A super relaxing New Year's break, just us.  The elephant in the room everyone is afraid to talk about is sucking the life out of me.  Ugh...I need some momentum for life again.  I need some motivation and some exciting things to happen.

I'm trying to live in the now.  But how do I live in the now and get my butt prepared to be a missionary at the same time.


Edit:  And now I'm crying.  Well that was a successful blog post.